Not Immortal
With every fiber of my being I hate that woman. My aunt died. What I’m about to say aren’t words one might think should come from a Christian in training but I am being truthful. I hate her. I hated...
View ArticleI don’t know you anymore – Grandmother
Written 8-6-15/3:52 am EST I learned a lot yesterday, probably more than I’ve learned in a year in therapy. What I learned is the importance of growing up emotionally. This will not be learned in...
View ArticleI don’t know you anymore – My Aunts
I looked at my grandmother’s Facebook page and saw that she went back to her birth name. She hated the name her mother gave her but in that time the name was quite popular. It struck me though to see...
View ArticleWhat if? Knocking on Doors
That’s the worst question in the world to ask; what if? The only thing that comes after that question is to catastrophize, and that’s exactly what I’m doing. The right leg is losing more and more...
View ArticleMe, all over and some stuff said twice
Not happy Anxious Stupid I want the days to go by quickly. I didn’t get the response from BT that I needed. Boaz! Snow, frustrated!! I should sleep. I go to the pain clinic today. I talked to Dr. D...
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Selling Tears
There’s something I want to post on the 21st of this month. It’s a comment I left on a blog entry where the person was talking about how despicable it is that the museum that said it would be for...
View ArticleWatching Grandfather Walk
This entry was introduced by Selling Tears. Even though I have recorded my grandfather’s very full life and horrible beginning, I left out how I truly feel about what took place on that property. This...
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Independent Mind and Spirit Yet Physically Dependent
For a while now I’ve simplified my responsibilities and rationed my physical energy with the purpose of remaining as independent as possible. 9-23-15 3:49 pm 9-24-15 Im so tired I can’t stand it. There...
View ArticleJordan Puzzled pt2
10-5-15/5:45pm There was a shooting at a high school that I know here in the city. I talked to one of the girls who saw it all. The gunman tried to kill himself. It didn’t work. A man at the grocery...
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something to fear
Dec 2014 I don’t leave the house much. The very first day I got this brace I wore it because it fells so much better on. I took it for a test drive on a different day, which ended in humiliation. After...
View ArticleAriel Michelle : You Would Have to See
Written September 7th, 2015 Ariel Michelle It’s been an emotional day. I’m anxious. I’m worried. I don’t feel well and I miss Snow. She’s out of town. That and my lack of Internet are the main reasons...
View ArticleAllowable Deeds
I had to go to the doctor today. I waste my time there. I get anxious and what I need to say doesn’t get said. It was a PTSD nightmare. The doctor touched me and I responded with, “Do not touch me! .”...
View ArticleSix am
I’ve been awake for 3 hours now. I woke choking which lead to a clean up project. My clean up tools aren’t the ordinary mop and bucket. A quality shower chair A hand held shower head Great smelling...
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